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so i didn't think i was going to cry about kat leavin. but i did. after the pool party we had to go to her house cause chelsea had to get something and i went into kats room and everything was gone. i know i will still see her but to see tht it made me really sad. i still cant believe she left. but it was time for her to go to college but i didnt want it to be this soon. idk wat im going to do when matthew leaves for college i know im happy bout him leavin in a year but when it happens im going to cry cause i never really got the chance to get to know him. but when somebody gets taken away from u it hurts. and i really really dont know how im going to get over the fact tht i wont have someone to bug or mess with.